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Up until a little while ago I was hooked on video games.I had completely rejected God him for the past 5 months even though I attended a christian school where God was always mentioned,I had forgotten him.But recently I had a strange and quite horrifying experience.I had been playing video games for 9 straight hours when suddenly I felt heavy chested and dizzy.At first I though I might be having an epileptic siezure, I couldnt hold my head up,I felt light headed,I felt like I was slipping into darkness.Suddenly I realized that I wasnt having an epileptic siezure I realized that it was demonic oppression, I knew it was from previous experiences, I turned the video games off and unplugged them,still I felt no different--I felt worse.I still felt as though I was slipping away into darkness,into hopelessness,still I tried to get some normality back,I picked up my Bible on my own which was something I never did.I guess I was looking for God in the pages, someone to help me,someone to lean on. Eventually after about a half hour of pacing around the house and holding my head I recalled talking to God,praying was usually something I only did at night as a routine or I did at school when someone else was praying.I went into the bathroom because at the time it was the only private room in the house,and I started talking to God.I dont know how long I was in there for,holding my head,begging for forgivness,and shivering from the heavy oppression I felt.I started sincerely talking with God,crying and asking for forgivness soon ensued.I now know that rejecting God creates an absence of light and the absence of light is darkness,very,very heavy darkness which cannot be read away or played away,only God can rid you of it.I now realize that satan had gotten a hold of me through video games and his grip was VERY tight,video games no longer seem like an innocent pasttime to me,I know they are something that satan will get a hold of me through,and by playing them and devoting most of my time to them I am opening the doors for a heavy spiritual battle that I cannot win without God.I hope this story of what has happened to me will help somebody who is having this problem that I am still fighting,Im hoping someone will realize that they are as blinded by satans wiles as I was,and that they will no longer be blinded.I pray that this will help someone.I hope someone will pray for me too,because I'm still struggling and fighting,only this time its with God on my side. Click HERE to return to the edited story Click HERE to create a banner that links to this story! Your e-mail address will be kept private!
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