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I really use to think my life would not get better. I was holdiing in the fact that i had been molested at the age of 6, my mother continuosly made me believe she hated me,and i was depressed.I use to look for love in all the wrong places since i wasn't getting it from where i should have (home).I started to hate everyone, my family,friends,especially my father for leaving us.I started to wonder is there really a God. Even though i prayed nothing seemed like it ever got better.At this point i tryed killing my-self not once not twice but a total of three times. I always wondered why God never let me go through with it, why he never let me end my, what seemed to me to be my terrible life.One day after feeling like i lost my best friend, mentor, and at that time was the only person who seemed like they loved me i finally said i know everything i love is always going to disappear out of my life. My question was why was God doing this to me? As i got older almost reaching 18 i finally realized one day that inviting God into my life was the only wasy i was going to get better and that handing all my pain and suffering to him was the only was the only way i was one day going to be able to love my-self as well as others. I started going to church and on that one special day i felt the Lord touch me in a way i have never felt before. As they called for whom ever wanted to give their lives to God i knew i wanted to go but something was holding me back. Something said itwas the devil so i asked God to help push him back so that i could finally except him in my life.God did just that for me. Ever since then i haen't felt as depressed, i told my mother and family about me being molested, my father has come back into our lives after 10 years, and i love my brother-in-law for treating my sister and neice like gold.My family and I soon after got baptized. I thank God to the upmost for the change he has made in my life. Even though it felt like it took forever before, I now realize that God shows up right on time, and when he does he WILL bring joy in you life. I LOVE YOU GOD!!Chaleque. "But rejoice to the extent that you partake of Christ's sufferings, that when His glory is revealed, you may may also be glad with exceeding joy." (1 Peter 4-13) Click HERE to return to the edited story Click HERE to create a banner that links to this story! Your e-mail address will be kept private!
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