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I don't know wether I regreet what I did or not, It's too soon to decide, but it rips my heart in two when I think of what I did to my own innocent baby, my first baby, a child I can never bring back, because my first born will be my second child. I'm nineteen and it has been three months since my abortion. I wasn't forced, I was supported by my family 100%. Naturally My parents were devested at the beginning, but I knew they would stand by me all the way, no matter what I had decided to do. My mother said she would mind the child all day so I could go to work and my dad said he would take on extra work if need be. You see I'm the oldest and I have young brothers and sisters. I had support from my extended family too and it was great but it was my burden, my desicion to make, nobody could do it for me. After the abortion, I felt relief that I had my old body back, the sick body was gone, the body that was wasting away was given back and that small person on the ultra scan screen was gone too. I'm still with the babys father, love was never questioned between us, but I hope that God doesn't hate me for destroying the greatest gift he has given me, and I hope my baby doesn't hate me for turning it away Click HERE to return to the edited story Click HERE to create a banner that links to this story! Your e-mail address will be kept private!
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