what i did, i did was wrong.
not knowing anymore what my child will look like eats a part of me every day.

i dont cry, i cant cry because its too late. i made that choice and now this is the torment i have to live with day after day.

i regret that decision i made for the rest of my life. i will never be the same person again. i have changed.

if i ever have the chance to turn back the hands of time i would have NEVER had that abortion.
i killed my own child...an innocent child and i hate my self for it.

i wish someone could take this pain away from me...but the truth is no-one can.

this life is a test..and i failed it.

i see my self as a murderer. a murderer who doesnt kill the bad and evil people...a murderer that kills innocent lives....a baby's life.
thats what ill see my self as for the rest of my life.

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