My name is Joseph, and there was a time in my life that I measured my worth with the love of a women. I was so addicted to love and eventually to drugs that I wanted to die. I no longer wanted to live. My brother gary a police officer in new jersey knew of my pain and called the louisville ky police where I was and asked them to check on me. I was held up with a pistol and I was going to blow my brains out, but I thought if I did I would never make it to heaven. I love my Lord and savior, more than life. If I were going to die I wanted to be be with him. Well, a swat team was called out and that is because they felt if I threatened them They would do what i needed to get to heaven. I just didn'nt want to live any longer. The pain was for me was horrible, I can not explain how much pain I was in. As I write this I can still feel the horrible pain I felt. I wanted everything to go away. I wanted life, I wanted to smile, I wanted my Lord and Savior to put his arms around me and love me, and he has, unconditionally. Jesus. My Lord and Savior stays with me, day and night. He loves me.
The commander of the swatt team was a blessing sent and all I can remember is him saying, please, let me get you the help that you need.
Today I am at Western Kentucky University Finishing my education. Thank you Jusus. I also like to thank this site and terry for being there when I needed them. I thank you Lord Jesus for leaving me in such wonderful hands.
My Lord and Savior has his arms around me 24 hrs. a day. My love today is quite different than it was. Thank you for being here for me. Thank you Terry, Thank you Jesus!

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