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There are times in my life I don't understand what God has planned for me....somewhere I keep getting the message I am to work with terminally ill children....I keep getting this message in many ways. I currently work in a very busy cancer clinic..which also include the pediatric patients. I am blessed to have this opportunity to get to know these children, however, the job situation has been abusive due to administrative decisions for understaffing and over working. There are time I go home ill, and in tears...I cannot do what I need to do for these patients. One day about a year ago, I was so overwhelmed and I cried and cried...then one day I was standing outside the patient rooms, waiting to talk to one of the pediatric doctors...there were many kind nurses giving all of these little children lots of love and attention. I am from the business office, and don't dress like the nurses do....a little 5 year old girl with beautiful blond hair peeked around the corner, looked at me....her eyes opened very wide and she ran back in the room!!! I could hear her telling her mom she saw an angel. The mom comes out of the room and the little girl points to me and says,"look, there she is, an angel!!" I just could not believe my ears!!! I knew there was an angel around me, trying to tell me I was on the right path and to keep on moving. Well now a year later....I am emotionally at a crossroads again, just worn down from too much stress because of staffing issues. I again started thinking, maybe I should give up my mission and just get a job...any job but this one. I was in my office, close to tears when a little boy comes in , just walks in my office and says..."are you and angel??" I told him no, then he said I was an angel. This little boy called me angel the rest of his visit. Not one else in the clinic has been called angel. Again, I think there was an angel around me to let me know that somehow I would work with terminally ill children, just to let God put me where I need to be. Angels come in all forms....and my angel I think showed herself to these children in order to help me through my difficult times. Romans 8:26-27 And the Holy Spirit helps us in our distress. For we don't even know what we should pray for, nor how we should pray. But the Holy Spirit prays for us with groanings that cannot be expressed in words. And the Father who knows all hearts knows what the Spirit is saying, for the Spirit pleads for us believers in harmony with God's own will. Click HERE to return to the edited story Click HERE to create a banner that links to this story! Your e-mail address will be kept private!
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